如果, 我离开了你, 你会怎样？

如果, 我对你闲了, 你会怎样?

如果, 我背叛了我们的约定, 你会怎样?

如果, 我们之间有另一个人, 你会怎样?

如果, 我从此消失在你面前了, 你会怎样?

如果, 我告诉你我已不爱你了, 你会怎样?

如果, 我现在就要结束我们的这段感情, 你会怎样?

如果, 我告诉你我们的这一切只是一场游戏, 你会怎样?

如果, 我和你在一起只是为了忘记另一个人, 你会怎样?

如果, 我说这一切只是在浪费着我们的时间, 你会怎样?

如果, 我从头到尾都是在利用你, 你会怎样?

如果, 我的心再也没有你了, 你会怎样? 

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如果, 这些如果都是真的, 你会怎样?

我曾经爱过你 ...

A greatest date with J2Ping ! J2PING always the ROCKS :D

We rocks :) !

I miss it

Nigel : 大包卖完了，只有小包 XD

DANNY CHONG WAI KITT !

Us ! The most rocks class ever !

When Science lesson , how rajin are us :p

This is what we do in class after we're FREE ! :p

Domo :p

The shoes of US !

(2010) J2Ping is the smart class ever :)

We've a great moments , 

times , 

friends ,  

teachers ,

days , 

photos , 

things in J2Ping :)

This year ,

happened many things in J2ping ! 

I'm proud to be in J2Ping !

Cause it was a most rocks class ever !

And ................................

 I nothing to say edy ..

Is too many 

O.O

 Good bye , J2Ping 

I love and I miss the way in J2Ping within all students of J2Ping !

2010's J2Ping ROCKS ! 

O.O

 

Sorry

Sorry for kept skipping you today ..

Cause even I saw you also nothing can say or do , 

so better skip you o.o ..

I'm really sorry :|

I know you don't like those feeling , 

but did you know I don't the feeling when I'm envy ? 

HAHA . 

You sure don't know what I envy ..

Aih , 

mao bian luu , 

you never try to understand me ,

how you will know what I am envy-ng ,

rite ? 

someone teach me how to love , 

yes I do it ,

I know how to love you , 

but you doesn't know how to do it ,

how sad it was O.O ~

I saw something and I heard something , 

so sad to knew those !

I love you , 

so I wont sweet with others boys ,

now I done it .. 

I love you , 

so I tell ppl that you're my love , 

now I done it too .. 

I love you , 

so even ppl say bad you I still stay love you , 

now I done it also .. 

I love you , 

so I don't mind you sweet with others girls ,

now I CAN'T done it , 

cause maybe I too love you O.O

I can't tahan you sweet with others girls ..

I got think guo wan open our relationship , 

but when I knew that you sweet with her , 

so suddenly , 

I started envy envy and envy .. 

That time , 

I knew you don't wan to open our relationship , 

so I didn't tell you or ask you , 

cause you no need me edy o.o you need her .. 

She can makes you more happy .. 

I still remember that you say you wont break with girls even you don't like le you also wont break with her ,

now I wont say break , 

I wait you say .. 

Cause I want ABBY FUNG to know ,

this time , 

not I give up first , 

is you wanna to give up me first .. 

this time ,

not I don't want you first ,

is you don't want me first ..

this time ,

not I forget all our promises first ,

is you forget first .. 

this time ,

not I want break first ,

is you want break first .. 

this time ,

not I don't love you first , 

is you don't love me first .. 

this time 

not I leave you first , 

is you leave me first .. 

That's all we had :( 

The first time I'm not saying break first , 

all is my first time :) 

But except M , you're the first one make me love you o.o :) and also the last one (MAYBE) 

Hate !

Why you always small gas or eat vinegar one ?! 
I hate you like that ,
if you don't like just say ,
don't always put inside your heart !
I am your who now ?
What also don't tell me , 
if like that ,
then I think we not really match lah , 
every time you small gas ,
every time I've to make you happy ,
like last time I say I miss Liew ,
then you call me go find him ,
wah , 
kidding also can't ,
maybe that time you dk I kidding , 
Idk you lah , 
why together with you must be so serious one ?! 
Can't like last time that funny mea ?!
And ,
you bu suang him also mah ,
why wan say ppl ?!
Why wan make dao like that lea ?
Just you can bu suang mea now ?! 
Aih ,
Idk how to say you lah ,
always envy and small gas ..
Why you change a lot ah ?
Last time you not like that d luo !
Last time you talk many many luo ... 
Now ?!
I like bu ren shi you oh !
I hate it !
Idk what reason to make you change til like this lah ..
iish ,
now talk with you or sms you ,
I need to think properly then just dare to tell you or reply you oh , 
not like last time ,
I say what also can , 
no need think d .. 
Aih ..
If you keep wan like that ,
then you continue lah , 
as you like .. 
Speechless edy ..

Today holiday !

Actually ,

today I'm out with 

my babe Jack ,

babe Sylvia

and 

my dear Joan .. 

But , 

my average mark too sucks ,

my parents don't let me out :( 

I am so sad man ! + my phone no credit ,

can't contact anyone ,

even Jack sms or call i oso pick bu dao and reply bu dao :(

Sorry babe :( 

*SKIP* 

My average mark failure !

Don't know why my mom didn't scold me o.o

i think maybe she wait til friday see the result then sin scold oh :(

She seems like give me to make up :(

I wanna to make up ,

I don't wan change oh ,

I don't wan go another sucks school ,

let myself low only -.-

Hope my average mark fail dao liang abit lah :(

And and and ,

I hope Biee no need change school :(

And and and ,

hope Cyndi don't sad le :(

And and and ,

hope Claudia happy always :)

And and and ,

Jacq bii can be with her lover till long long ^^ !

And and and , 

no one hate Mkay baobeii :)

And and and ,

hope Shelly jie can find a "right way" one day :)

And and and ,

En darling can become more taller :p

Thats all .. 

If I can make up ,

then I don't out anymore edy ! T.T 

I BAG !

Mr. Secret (L) ^^

Someone came out from my life , name L . 

Yesterday when I'm at hall , 

L pei me till finish school o.o , 

cos that time I'm alone , 

Jacq Bii ,

Lee BX bro ,

Cyndi loi , 

Claudia sopoh , 

Mkay baobei ,

Biee dear , 

Shelly jie ,

En darling 

and many lah .. 

They all playing my psp , 

I nothing to do :( ,

maybe L saw me boring boring jiang ,

so he came and play and talk with me ^^

Actually when he ngam ngam find me talk that time ,

I am missing someone ,

but someone didn't find me , 

its okay :) 

after that , 

he kept talk ,

that time he let me feel he so annoying man !

BUT .

Something happen ! 

He saw I kept on taking my Domo and my BIG spongebob ^^ ,

then he started asked ,

" You like Domo and Spongebob ah o.o ?"

Ahee :p ,

in that moment ,

i started wanna talk with him xp ,

I answered him 

" Yea , why o.o ?"

Then he didn't say anything ,

he take my Spongebob and hug it ^^

actually that time I'm not really like he do like that @@ , 

but slowly he talk more about me ,

and he let me feel he damn cute man ! ^^

He kept giving me bully :p

haha :D 

He like wont mad one ,

so nice :) ! 

Yesterday whole day ,

he makes me forget someone o.o !

He so many things to say ^^

aih , 

idk how to say him , 

is too cute ..

We kept 

talk ,

laugh , 

smile ,

looking each other o.o ,

play ^^

Is damn funny ^^ ! 

So fast ,

then wan finish school edy ,

he asked me

"You got lao ah o.o?"

Then I suddenly think dao someone ,

Idk why ,

I don't dare to tell him I got or not >< !

But ,

lastly ,

I told him

"Yes , I got ><"

Then we silent le awhile ,

then he asked me , 

who is him ?

I didn't say , 

but he kept on guessing ,

guess xia guess xia don't know why ,

we play the spongebob together ,

but suddenly he go back and guess again ,

he said

" Danny o.o ? Junior 2 d ? Or Junior 3 d o.o ?"

Then I said 

" so kin chong oh you :) is Junior 3 d XXXX "

Then he kept silent again ,

that time still got 10 or 15 mins then finish school le :( !

That ngam that time don't know who dance ah ?

I shout loudly ,

and he kept call me dun shout , 

so loud oh you this girl ,

then I didn't care him kept shout only ,

manatau ,

he don't sit beside me ,

he sit in front of me -.- cute man ! ^^

Then Jacq bii sit beside me after he goes .

He is taking my spongebob , 

kept on pulling it leg , 

kept play ,

like a kids ^^ ,

haha :p

but time passes fast :( 

He gave back the spongebob to me then he say

" Bye bye :)" 

Then go edy :(

Last last ,

I look at the back to see him , 

he is looking at me too ^^ !

My gawsh ,

I'm so happy that time man ! ^^ 
And today after school ,
I saw him !
He play with me awhile :p
^^ 

如果没有你

hey我真的好想你
现在窗外面又开始下着雨
眼睛干干的有想哭的心情
不知道你现在到底在哪里
hey我真的好想你
太多的情绪没适当的表情
最想说的话我应该从何说起
最想说的话我该从何说起
你是否也像我一样在想你
如果没有你
没有过去我不会有伤心
但是有如果还是要爱你
如果没有你
我在哪里又有什么可惜
反正一切来不及
反正没有了自已
hey我真的好想你
不知道你现在到底在哪里

你是否也像我一样在想你 

He is not the better lah !

Actually ,

he is not the better in this world ,

why am i don't give up ?

o.o

he just will say the three words ,

so what ?

I don't need that 3 words anymore ..

Actually ,

wan give up him is easy lah , 

not hard oso ,

don't think back those our swet memories then okay liao lah , 

rite !

I don't like to wait ..

And no one says girls can't live without boys ! 

Girls without boys oso can be happy man ! :D

I just will sad awhile then okay le .. 

Cause , 

you don't even understand me and know what I wan ..

I don't know why you lah , 

weird xia d .. 

I admit that I still love you , but today is the last day to love you , 

cause you don't even have any action ..

So lanc man ! Like you this kind of boy , 

Aih .. 

no use lah , damn lanc tuh ..

I'm sad for you :'(

but ,

fine ,

today is the last day ,

after today , then every things will be alright ^^

Now , I am a big big girl ^^

IIm a  I'm a big big girl , in a big big world ^^

Now , I live in this world for 14 years edy ^^ 

So long times ago , I am a play girl , yea , I admit here :) 

I hurt so so so many boys in this world :'( 

I feel so sorry to them :'( 

Cause , now I know what the feeling when give hurts </3 

It's really pain , is heart pain T.T 

Now I know to appreciate ^^

I am sorry for those who gave me play T.T 

Really , I don't dare to say sorry in front of you all :(

Here , I say sorry :')

Now , I regret to play with LOVE .. 

I regret , cause will got "bao ying"

so , don't hurt anyone who loves you ..

Cause , they really use their real heart to love you ,

if you hurt them , then they'll not use real heart to treat any girls edy , 

appreciate when they are using real heart friends ^^

I appreciate him too ^^

I miss it ( continues )

 

This is when I'm still a child ^^ 

Hahaha ... xD ^^

Ahee ^^ Miss it when I'm still a kids man ! Aih .. But it will become my sweet memories lah P:

I miss it ( continues ) :D

 All babies's face same ?!

I miss it

This is when I'm still small , my dad bring us to somewhere Idk , I miss it much .. Cos now my parents are busy , can't bring us go anywhere :'( 

Haha :D They're my mom's friends , they very friendly and nice ! Miss them much ! Woohoo ~

When I still a kid .. Cute ? I know is cute xD haha ! Miss it much , time passes fast :(

Cute baby cute ! xD haha :D I love this pics so much , cos the effect so nice man ! xD




 

  Yo ! My birthday man ! Haha :D So gan ga , just me at there only >< P: hhahaha Miss it P:
But idk how years old am I that time P: But i know is 17 SEPTEMBER !!!!! ahah ! xD 

Oh this ! Our eyes so black so big man ! Haha ! xD
Miss that time :'( If can , i wan turn it back to last time :')



My baby buddies , haha xD Now , idk where they are xD miss them a lots , baby buddies ! xD





















Thats all , to see lah , Jack so kin chong edy xDD !

如果真的有一天。。时间会带你去最正确的人身边。。。

某个人曾和我肩并肩。手牵手的向前走。

沿途的风景仿佛一辈子都看不够。看不完。

走着走着。倦了。累了。

握紧的双手越来越松。松到轻易地就放开了.

像是河流的两岸。即使都向前走。

中间也有着河流的阻挡。

从此。

彼岸的花开花落。是此岸的无能为力。

终于明白。不能失去。还是想和他一起走。

于是开始跑起来。渴望河流的某处。可以变窄。窄到再握住那个人的手。

傻瓜。我没发现只有我一个人去追。去找。那个人早就没有跟上来。

我骗自己。他只是在休息。很快一切都会回来。

  

我跌跌撞撞。浑身是伤。谁的话都听不进去。

只是因为爱。所以要向前走。

把联系方式删了。因为。害怕自己会和他联系。 

不发出声音。不展露表情。就不会那么容易绝望了。

其实。走了很久很远。我知道他回不来了。  

其实。我什么都不要。不渴望了。

不承认自己有些坚持不下去。不承认自己被忘记。不承认自己恨自己。  

只是如果。不向前走。真的不知道自己会死在哪个地方。

因为。我的固执。他的倔强。

终于。还是眼前一黑。 

睁开眼。不同于从前的是。有个人在握身边。他说可以陪我一起走。

我停下哭泣。他会陪着我。  

我的每一步。他都在我身边。

即使知道我的目的地不是他。他也不走开。

他一直宠我。一直等我。一直爱我。一直陪着我。

虽然从一开始。我们的感情就不同步。

可不知不觉。我会习惯他在我左右。我会怕被放开。我会怕一个人走。

我会渐渐的想要和他同手同脚。

渐渐的。他成为我离不开的人。 

因为习惯。因为感激。

经历了那么多。有个人在我身边。陪我说说话。看看风景就是幸福的。

但。在内心最深处。还是害怕。

害怕再分离。

很多次。被梦里的恐惧吓醒。

 

原来。外表的坚强。都已经使自己都这么脆弱了。

谁都不要离开了。

让我们告诉——

 

那个回不来的人：

“你怎么能又出现在我面前呢？ 你怎么能又让我想起你呢? 你怎么能若无其事地祝我幸福呢？你怎么能忘记那么多我无法忘记的事呢？难道。所有的爱，所有的恨，所有大雨里潮湿的回忆，所有的眼泪和拥抱，所有刻骨铭心的灼热年华。都应该扑向巨大的死亡了吧。那些我们曾经以为惨烈的青春，那些我们曾经认为黑暗的岁月，那些我们曾经以为委屈的事情，都在别人的故事里，成为可以原谅的事。从此在各自的幸福里，那些以前的旧时光，那些你教会我的事，我会永远记得。也请你记得我，记得我撒在你身上的，我最美好的年华，记得我的名字，和那些我用眼泪和难过教会你的事 ”

那个离不开的人：

我们做最亲的亲人。。

请你一直守着我。

请你一直陪着我。

请你一直牵着我的手。 

请让那些未完成的故事。

 

都变得完美。

不要离开。

我真的会害怕。

如果真的有一天。

某个人回不来的人消失了。

某个人离不开的人离开了。

也没关系。

时间会带我去最正确的人身边。。

请你先好好爱着自己。

然后那个还不知道在哪里的人。

会来接你。。。