:)

Is it real for this time ? we're end ? :) 
mmp , if it's real ,
then i will pray for you , for you wont give other ppl a hurtful life against. :)
and pray that you'll have a greatness life with the new one ? :) 
some of my friends say i should give up. 
some of my friends say we will together back again cause we are meant to forever. 
but i am just answer : 'HAH ! :) giving up ? together back ? better i trust myself. :) ?' 
and that my friends ask me , what do i think about this relationship ? 
will it continue or end forever ? :) 
and i didn't answer their question , i just told them i trust my own feeling. :) 
but i didn't tell them what my feeling. :) I am just trust and I believe. :) 
I pray to God that i can forgive him to bring me a hurtful life. :) 
and I pray to God that he can happy everyday. :) 

My new life ;)

I love my life so much now :D
Although i with him is end end end :) 
But i can accept all of it. :)
Cause if i lost him, i still got Lord God Jesus :D
Christine said, pray more. :) Not to pray he will come back, cause if he dont want come back, how i pray hard, he also wont come back. :) if he want back he will back, no need to pray for it. :) I need to pray for forgiving him. :) Forgive all he done to me. :) thanks him to giving me a hurtful life, let me grown against after this relationship. :)  i should 
thanks him to hurt me , if not him , i wont sad and wont find friends to talk , all is because him so i met christine and i met god :D god is the one who will always love us and wont hurt us and also wont leave us alone :D we should forgive those who sins against us , and pray for them :D i will pray for him cause ilovehim :) but i know god will bring me out from this hurtful life :D believe in god and pray everynight :D we should love the person who worth for it :) i know that god will look after me :D and i know i can walk over all of this pain :D cause god love us , he dont want to look us being so sad :)

and , god is always there when we need him :) he will bring us to the right person :) we should take all of the pain and accept it ! :) cause this call life :D we might pray everynight everyday :D cause we are god's children :D he love us , if we didnt find him , he will miss us and sad , dont make him sad cause he love us more than anyoneelse in this world :D pray for him not because you love him cause you forgive what he done to you and it makes you more beautifulllllll :D