:)

Is it real for this time ? we're end ? :) 
mmp , if it's real ,
then i will pray for you , for you wont give other ppl a hurtful life against. :)
and pray that you'll have a greatness life with the new one ? :) 
some of my friends say i should give up. 
some of my friends say we will together back again cause we are meant to forever. 
but i am just answer : 'HAH ! :) giving up ? together back ? better i trust myself. :) ?' 
and that my friends ask me , what do i think about this relationship ? 
will it continue or end forever ? :) 
and i didn't answer their question , i just told them i trust my own feeling. :) 
but i didn't tell them what my feeling. :) I am just trust and I believe. :) 
I pray to God that i can forgive him to bring me a hurtful life. :) 
and I pray to God that he can happy everyday. :) 

My new life ;)

I love my life so much now :D
Although i with him is end end end :) 
But i can accept all of it. :)
Cause if i lost him, i still got Lord God Jesus :D
Christine said, pray more. :) Not to pray he will come back, cause if he dont want come back, how i pray hard, he also wont come back. :) if he want back he will back, no need to pray for it. :) I need to pray for forgiving him. :) Forgive all he done to me. :) thanks him to giving me a hurtful life, let me grown against after this relationship. :)  i should 
thanks him to hurt me , if not him , i wont sad and wont find friends to talk , all is because him so i met christine and i met god :D god is the one who will always love us and wont hurt us and also wont leave us alone :D we should forgive those who sins against us , and pray for them :D i will pray for him cause ilovehim :) but i know god will bring me out from this hurtful life :D believe in god and pray everynight :D we should love the person who worth for it :) i know that god will look after me :D and i know i can walk over all of this pain :D cause god love us , he dont want to look us being so sad :)

and , god is always there when we need him :) he will bring us to the right person :) we should take all of the pain and accept it ! :) cause this call life :D we might pray everynight everyday :D cause we are god's children :D he love us , if we didnt find him , he will miss us and sad , dont make him sad cause he love us more than anyoneelse in this world :D pray for him not because you love him cause you forgive what he done to you and it makes you more beautifulllllll :D

AHHHHH >:'(

时间过得真快。

我们渐渐的变得越来越陌生。

陌生到比陌生人还陌生。

这是为什么？

你我都不知道。

我放下你了, 终于。

Some people says , we are match but we meet at the wrong time . 

But I said , 

we are not match , if we are match , we wont break . 

The problem is not at the time . 

The problem is we does not match anymore . 

You taught me before , 

love a person is a thing , 

to be together is another thing , 

to live together is a-another thing again . 

I always think and think . 

 Is it he match me ? 

Cause he is not same with you . 

If i happened a small thing then you will worry til whole night don't sleep until you see me ,

until you touch me , 

until you hear me , 

until you know that i am safe then you just tell me you are tired cause of you didn't sleep . 

And I will call you go rest but you always will say Don't want cause you scare I am boring if you sleep . 

After i back to home , 

I will cry , 

when you always because of me then tired , 

i will cry . 

Cause there is no one can treat me like this anymore . 

Included him . 

Cause he give hurt before . 

I can't blame him . 

You are always not same . 

You said you got love me deep like the sea before . 

I am shocked . 

Cause I always though that you are playing me . 

But you are not . 

But now you are not love me anymore . 

You said i hurt you deep than the sea . 

But why ? 

Why you still can so love her ? 

And do so many things for her even more than me ? 

But why he can't ? 

I wonder why he don't want put down all the hurt to him from her . 

Why he wants to take me and her to put together . 

I told him before I wont treat him like she treat him . 

But why is he still can't put down his hurts ? 

His hurts let me hard to near him . 

I always want to hug him to let him feel happy BUT last i will tell myself to stop it . 

Cause i know he still can't put down his hurts . 

I don't want to hug him within those hurts . 

It's not worth for me 

</////3

:'/

不知不觉，我爱了你113天了。我不知为什么，我就是很爱你。也不知为什么，你伤了我这样深，我还会越爱你。或许你也很伤，或许你也放弃了。或许这是我们的考验？我知道你不喜欢我晚上出。你要我乖乖，其实，要以个人该是需要时间的，不是一两天就能改变的事。为什么你就不要看下我改变的东西？而要一直抓住我的缺点？你要的，我都知道。我都清楚明白。你不要我一直都由我自己的心情来控制自己。或许你觉得，我没变过。或许你真得很累。有时，我真的不是故意要不听你话。只是你不在，我就会想很多，就会不开心。我有站在你立场想过，真的有。我也了解。我答应过你的事，我会做。可是，你呢？或许你觉得你以做到了。确实，你真地做到。其实我也有做到。只是你看不到罢了。也许是时间过了。

我为了你改变的时候，你在哪里？我很痛的时候，你在哪里？我想念你的时候，你在哪里？我需要你的时候，你在哪里？我知道你也很想问我这些问题。我可以回答你。在你很痛的时候，你并没有找我，我又怎么知道呢？在你需要我的时候，你也没有找我。

你觉得我们还有机会到回以前吗？很多人很肯定得跟我说，“只要你变就一定能。感情可以慢慢培养。你从以前的喜欢变到现在的深爱，也是培养的。那为什么你们不可以跟以前那样开心或比以前开心？”

Today :'(

Today I cried like a kid at class :'( 

Cause i am totally breakdown ! :'( 

Everyone is calling me to give up :'( ! 

HELLO ! 

Not I don't want to give up ! 

Is i can't and also don't know how to give up :'( ! 

There is no reason to let me give up too :'( 

Although got also hard to give up ! :'( 

I strong for 3 weeks edy ! I am tired of acting that i am strong ! 

Do you know ?! :'( 

Idk why !

I really dk why ! :'( 

I am trying to don't think about him ! 

But he always come out in front of my eye ! :'( 

MG ! 

This is the first time i cry til like this at school :'( 

I never try this before :'( 

Why is me ??!! :'( 

Why ?!! :'( 

I though this all is just a dream ! :'( 

I always told myself this was a dream ! 

He is still mine ! :'( 

But today then i know that I am just lying myself :'( 

I always tell myself he will come back at the another day ! :'( 

I always call mysel to be strong ! :'( 

Yea , strong for 3 weeks edy :'( ! 

Iam totally tired on acting STRONG :'( ! 

I am really first time cry like this :'( 

cry from my heart ! :'( 

Please laaaaaa .. 

I hate this exhausting feeling :'( ! 

I know it very clear that HE IS WONT COME BACK TO ME AGAIN :'( 

I knew it .. 

SO ! 

Please don't tell me about he want give up me or what what what else edy ! 

Cause I am edy know all about this !!!!!! :'( 

stop telling me please ! cause it was hurting me :'( ! 

please :'( ! 

i am very hard to strong up myself :'( ! 

I don't want because of those things to breakdown again ! :'(

Please , for my limit , i just want cry out loud for him 1 time ONLY :'( ! 

I don't want got another time :'( ! 

And please stop scolding me that I am not appreciate :'( ! 

I know it edy !!!! 

please stop scold ! :'( 

please stand at my side and think for me :'( 

don't just think for him e :'(

i am hurt too luo :'( he is not hurt anymore also why help him scold me :'(

can scold but 1 time enough laaaa :'( why want scold me again and again ? :'( 

PRESSURE !!!!!!!!!! :'( 

:'(

我還不明白 為什麼你離開了我 

我每天晚上在這裡 哪裡也不去  

可是我好愛你 我覺得我會離不開你 

可惜我丟了你 慢慢我的眼淚流下來  

別再哭 就讓他走 再多痛苦的等待 相信我也能承受 

閉上眼 不再留戀 你卻一遍又一遍 出現在想你的夜  

別說 不會有結果 永遠永遠 別說分手 

而你 又怎麼能夠 就這樣的放手 一去不再回頭  

我需要你 馬上來我的身邊

Glad to know him in my life :')

Idk why :(( 

when i saw he very good wih other girls , 

i will very hurt :'( 

i cry whole afternoon just now :'( 

I know he wont come back anymore :'( 

he got his new target now :'( 

i shouldn't go and disturb him :'(

no matter how , 

i must be strong infront of him ! :'( 

i must ! 

i can't let he see that i'm weak :'( 

i can't let him know i'm sad , 

i'm hurt or what else .. 

although he know that he also wont care :'( 

cause he edy give up on me :'( 

what i do for him , 

he also don't care anymore . 

just same like now , 

i change for him , 

but he never knew it <////////////3 . 

i should stay strong :'( 

i think he is gonna chase the girl now :'( 

this afternoon i am alone .. 

i cut myself again :'( 

i am too serious in this relationship :'( 

i want he come back to me ! 

i want him ! 

but all is too late now :'( 

i am so down now :'(

i think he is edy give up on me :'( 

if he cares about me , 

i wont sad now :'( 

i keep lie myself that he will come back tmr :'( 

i put all of the faith on tmr :'( 

BUT .. 

tmr and tmr and tmr .. 

all is still same :'( 

i think i should wake up now :'( 

stop lying myself :'( 

every night i close my eye and after few minutes , 

i will wake up again , 

wake up and think ,

now i do so many things for him , 

is it too late ? 

am i still need to continue do for him ? :'( 

should i ? :'( 

i always ask myself :'( 

but evry times i will answer myself : 

I SHOULD . NO MATTER HOW , I SHOULD CONTINUE DO FOR HIM CAUSE I LOVE HIM :'( 

but .. 

when i saw he chat with other girl til so good . 

SUDDENLY , 

i feel that all i done is NOTHING for him <///////////////////3 . 

shit it :'( 

boy changes heart really fast :'( 

really really fast :'( 

but so what ? :'(

now what i do also ZERO for him :'( 

is not pain for me :'(

cause my heart is more pain than this :'(

</////////////////3

all i want before is HIM .

but now ..

all i want is he get his happiness :'(

i should be mature :'(

he don't love me anymore <////////3

He don't care me anymore <////////3

and he hates me ? :'((

but no matter how , 

i still love him :'(

i know all of this is too late :'((

Oh lord my god :')

i hope he can get his happiness :')

hope he can found his true love :')

i'm sorry to him :')

hope he can get well in his exam :')

hope that got another girl can treat him better than me :')

hope that he wont get hurt anymore :')

please forget all his sins :')

this is first time i so love a boy :') 

please , jesus ,

forgive all his sins :')

let him be a cleanest boy :')

and give him happy everyday :')

hope his family can get happily always and get a healthy body :')

let he and his family peaceful always :')

clean he's and his family' sins :')

all his punishment gives to me :')

this is what i can do for him at the last :')

Amen . :')

AHAH ! XD

hey , babyy boy :) 

i wont give up on you easily ! :D

cause i know i still love you , my heart still got you ! :D

i will change for you ! you wait and see ! :P

haha :D i will take you as my 奋斗目标 !! :DD 

ahahah !

i know you still so love me one , please admit it ! Ok ?! xD * PERASAAN *

we should wait those who is worth to lets us wait but not for someone who is never come back again ! :) 

understand ? 

there are still got many ppl better than you , but i don't want ! :P

you call me to find others better than you , but i don't want aaaa ! :P

I just want you , okay ?! 

please don't call me to find another cause i hate to hear it :)

i know you don't want i go find another d bha ! :DD just you want face bha :DD !

i know d bha :DD !

but i tell you laaa ! i lazy to find and also don't want to find ! :DD

who care you really love me or not ? i love you then can liao ..

who care you really want me or not ? i want you then can liao ..

who care you really care me or not ? i care you then can liao ..

ahahahah :DD ! i am shooo perasaan ! :D 

but who cares ?! i am who i am :D 

you can't control or change it IF YOU ARE NOT HIM ! :P 

Ngeeek x) ! I am so hyper today

:D dk why , i shooo want to write all y feeling although it's all just my "DREAM WORD" but shooo whatt ?! 

I love it and I love myself like this !

Natural Dith is sot 1 xD  

if you're my friends , then you must accept this xD 

i am sot and perasaan ! xD
I love YEERAN , ABBY , SYLVIA , LAURA , JACQ , *A* . * RANDOM *

情人知己

像一个孩子赖在你怀里 愿二十四小时形影不离
两个人的悄悄话 一辈子说不烦听不腻

仰头看你微笑眯起眼睛 温柔的好像爱情的诗句
你无条件包容我 被疼爱的感觉很快乐

我~非常爱你 非常确定 你像情人 又像知己
多麼幸运能遇见你 是上天赐给我的福气
那种开心 那种窝心 那种安心
幸福很难 我相信 只要我们够努力
沿途摇呀晃呀也都是美景

你有改不掉的粗心大意 我有偶尔发作的小任性
因为相爱就可以 对每个小毛病 有耐心

每次想你我就更爱自己 原来思念也可以很温馨
世上最近的距离 是两个人的心 在一起

我~非常爱你 非常确定 你像情人 又像知己
多麼幸运能遇见你 是上天赐给我的福气
那种开心 那种窝心 那种安心
幸福很难 我相信 只要我们够努力
沿途摇呀晃呀也都是美景

我~非常爱你 非常确定 爱的甜蜜 爱的贴心
每次争吵都要练习 坏情绪转过身就失忆
非常爱你 深深爱你 没有怀疑
幸福很难 我相信 只要我们够努力
沿途摇呀晃呀也都是美景

每次看你就有一份安定 知道今后我哪儿也不去
在我们的小天地 专心的爱著你

This is what the feeling i get when i am be with you C';

终于说出口

你终于说出口
其实你早就已经不爱我
为什么要低著头
你知道这玩笑骗不倒我
可是这不是玩笑
是要逃避你离开我的理由

我还能做什么你已经不爱我
我一直都爱著你难道这还不够
我还要做什么你才不离开我
我知道你已无心再继续看著我
一心想离开我

我终于也说出口
其实很爱你但从没认真说过
或许是我的错
多在乎你却只放在心中
不要问我为什么
因为爱你这就是我的理由

我还能做什么你已经不爱我
我一直都爱著你难道这还不够
我还要做什么你才不离开我
我知道你已无心再继续看著我

没什么需要被原谅
我笑得有些牵强
你知道我总是能够假装不难过
oh 不想看你那么累
多希望再给我机会
颤抖著我的手
握住的只是风

还能做什么你已经不爱我
我一直都爱著你难道这还不够
我还要做什么你才不离开我
我知道你已无心再继续看著我
一心想离开我

My feeling ;'C

:'(

愛　要怎麼溝通
你和我才能相擁
我的心　如果你都不懂
該如何　繼續讓你寵

話　不必那麼衝
淚早已暗自洶湧
兩個人　如果頻率不同
說得再多　也是言不由衷

曾經心只為你跳動
如今愛卻留下傷痛

痛很深　傷很重
我的疑問　總是不斷複誦
聽不懂　想不通
你的回答　永遠都在跳痛

別再說　別再碰
過去種種　已經變成反諷
我是雲　你是風
我們是不和諧的兩個Tone
唱不成一個夢

曾經心只為你跳動
如今愛卻留下傷痛

痛很深　傷很重
我的疑問　總是不斷複誦
聽不懂　想不通
你的回答　永遠都在跳痛

別再說　別再碰
過去種種　已經變成反諷
我是雲　你是風
我們是不和諧的兩個Tone
唱不成一個夢
心已不跳動 還在痛

我最亲爱的 :')

很想知道你近况 我听人说 还不如你对我讲

经过那段遗憾 请你放心 我变得更加坚强

世界不管怎样荒凉 爱过你就不怕孤单

我最亲爱的 你过的怎麼样

没我的日子 你别来无恙

依然亲爱的 我没让你失望

让我亲一亲 像过去一样

我想你一定喜欢 现在的我

学会了你最爱的开朗

想起你的模样 有什麼错 还不能够被原谅

世界不管怎样荒凉 爱过你就不怕孤单

我最亲爱的 你过的怎麼样

没我的日子 你别来无恙

依然亲爱的 我没让你失望

让我亲一亲 像朋友一样

虽然离开了你的时间 比一起还漫长 我们总能补偿

因为中间空白的时光 如果还能分享 也是一种浪漫

关系虽然不再一样 关心却怎么能说断就断

我最亲爱的 你过的怎麼样

没我的日子 你别来无恙

依然亲爱的 我没让你失望

让我亲一亲 像亲人一样

我最亲爱的 你过的怎麼样

没我的日子 你别来无恙

依然亲爱的 我没让你失望

让我亲一亲 像过去一样

sorry that i loved you :')

For all of the time that i tried for your smile
For making you think that i was worth the while

So your love love love love love would be mine
For sending you flowers and holding your hand
That no one was there to take a stand
But then love love love made us blind
And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry i was falling in love with you

I'm sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that i have done to you
I wish that i could make it right
So sorry that i loved you
Sorry that i needed you
Sorry that i hold you tight

And I'm So sorry for...
Making you love me and saying goodbye
For being the one that taught you how to cry
It was love love love and it passed us by
For giving you every thing that you dreamed
For taking it back when i fled the scene
sorry love,for wasting your time

And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry i was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that i have done to you
I wish that i could make it right
I'm so sorry that i loved you
Sorry that i needed you
Sorry that i hold you tight
And apology now after all of this time
Won't make my difference tonight
But I'm hoping I'm Sorry will open your mind
To love love love love in your life

Sorry that i hurt you
Sorry that i fell through
Sorry i was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that i have done to you
I wish that i could make it right
So sorry that i hurt you
Sorry that i fell through
Sorry i was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true
But sorry do can't turn back time
I'm sorry that i loved you
I'm sorry that i hurt you

I'm so sorry that i loved you
I'm sorry that i hurt you

Sorry that i loved you

Lesbian blog

Haha :D ! 

Lesbian is nice for me :) 

Haha xDD ! 

I feel good woohoo :DD ! 

I'm seriously love her :DD ! 

She know what am I thinking all the time :DD ! 

She is my beloved ;) 

although i know that sure will got many ppl ignore us :') 

but so what ? 

this is our own life :) 

I don't care how ppl see us :') 

I just know that at this moment ILOVEHER, SYLVIALEEKAYAN :) ! 

 She wont hurt me anymore :) 

And we are SERIOUSLY loving each other :) 

And we wont regret ANYMORE ! :)

SYLVIA LEE ! I LOVE YOU ! :D

:(

I'm strong enough ;) 

yey :D ! 

Now then I knew that , 

our relationship just nothing for you </3 :') 

OK , 

its OK :') 

we're not match , 

we don't even understand each other :') ! 

Thanks for telling me this :') ! 

Now then I knew that I've wasted your times :') 

I'm so SORRY ! :') 

now then I know that I've also wasted my time to love a boy who doesn't match and understand me ! :') 

I wont cry for him :') 

I wont waste my tears for him :') ! 

I just will cry for myself , why am I so stupid go and believe all the promises you've gave me ? ;') ! 

I hope there is just a misunderstanding ;') ! 

But I know that is not MISUNDERSTAND ;') ! 

It's great man , 

I'm single back ;) ! 

And I promised myself I wont let you hurts me once again babehh ;') ! 

I know that I also broke many promises for you , 

BUT , 

is not serious than you broke for me :( ! 

You leave me :'( 

You say whenever how you wont let me leave you x'( 

but you'd it :'( 

You let me leave you x'( 

it's OK again :') 

I know that you wont come back again , 

I just can say I'm stupid :'D ! 

I've used my real and whole heart to treat you , 

but what I've get is just HURT </3 ! I 

got stand at your side to think before :') 

but after you said we're not match and we don't even understand each other that time start ,

my heart is pain like give fire burn :'( 

It's hurt . 

do you know ? 

You said you love me , 

but why want say those word to hurt me ? :'( 

I'm calling myself to stay strong , 

do not cry ! :') 

I've do it :') ! 

But when I'm alone .... 

I can't control my tears , 

it come out automaticly :'(

何必要在一起？

让我爱上你。

又再次被你伤害？

我很痛，

真得很痛，

我不想看到你！ 

不过，

我不知为什么，

我要的还是你！

我爱的还是你！

有种感觉一直对我说，

怕受伤是因为我真的爱上了。

所以，

我也一直在等。

等到我想放弃的那一天。

我不知我到底是想怎样，

一时要他一时不要他。

很乱，

真得很乱。

我可以认输吗？

我开始想念你了。

开始要掉泪了。

开始会想起以前了。

开始怀念你的声音了。

开始不舍得了。

开始后悔了。:'(

我以为你还在，
我还等着你回来。:')

!@#$%^&*()x;'.

To : My Beloved Hubby :)

all i want and need just you :( 

but you never ever know about it :( 

i will always suddenly no mood , 

do you try to go and understand why ? 

do you know why ?? 

i just need you hug me and say everything will be alright don't think too much :( 

你有试过碰我心里的伤口吗？:( 

你知道我心里的伤吗？:( 

you know my hurt ? 

you dk about it , 

you never try to understand too :( 

you always though that you're the person get the most hurt from her ? 

no , you're wrong baby . 

i can tell you , 

i get d hurt more than you , 

just you dk .. 

although i love you over my limit , 

but so how ? 

i miss him miss dao over my limit .. 

do you know why ? 

you never make me touch before , 

you never try to understand me , 

never try to hear my hurt . 

when i cry , 

i just need a hug from you and hear dao you say you'll never be alone if you be with me baby :') 

you really makes me don't have love or like him anymore , 

but you makes me more miss him :( </3 

i don't wanna to miss him </3 

please please do better than him </3 

and i also trying to do better than her :'( 

do you ever know what i'd done for you ? :'( 

i think you never know it </3 

it's okay , 

i've giving up to you </3 :')

To : Lee Lee Sylvia :) & Yee Ran Honey :)

Hey ! StupidS , 

I missssssssss you xoxo x)

how are you recently ? x)

i'm waiting you come back and out with me and our Ran Ran po po :DD

can you fast fast come back ?? :PP

Haha ,

I m y !!!!!! :DD

and hor ,

i alone at here so kelian lah :(

i've many bad things happened oh :( 

fast fast come back , 

i really need you all now ! x(

i'm really bad mood now :(

i need you two oh :(

please fast fast come back ey :(

Braveyyyyyy :P

You let me trust in love again :) 
mmp , 
maybe i edy put down him ? 
i can leave without him but not without YOU :P ! 
i don't miss him anymore :) 
and i've NO any feeling with him :) 
he is nothing to me :) 
first time really first time , 
i heard 她说 , 
and i don't have cry :') 
i don't miss him and i also didn't feel hurts :) 
maybe now , 
i feel happy more than hurt ? ;) 
and yesterday is i first time sent something so 'hou lian pi' d msg to him :x
aww . 
shy dao ta ! 
but hor , 
someone teach me to be brave in love ! ^^ 
i'll remember what he said ;) 
heeeeee ^^ 
he said , 
if everyone also be shy in love , 
then this world is no any couple :) 
and no any SWEET WORD :) 
haha :DD 
 so must got one of us be brave then can make many many of SWEET WORD come out :DD haha !  
And he is beside me now and telling to write I LOVE MAX :P
I've wrote it , 
he said if i wrote it then he spend me to eat KENNY ROGER :DD ! 
Haha , 
and also i not because of KENNY ROGER so write that lah , 
and also cause I HEART HIM ;)

My lovely baby spongebob !

seriously luo , 

I love spongebob more than everythings but not more than you ;) 

cos that is nothings can better than you :* 

苏格拉底与失恋者的对话

苏（苏格拉底）：孩子，为什么悲伤？ 
失（失恋者）：我失恋了。 
苏：哦，这很正常，如果失恋了没有悲伤，

     恋爱大概也就没有什么味道了。

     可是，年轻人，

     我怎么发现你对于失恋的投入甚至比恋爱的投入还要倾心呢？ 
失：到手的葡萄给丢了，这份遗憾，

     这份失落，您非个中人，怎知其中的酸楚啊。 
苏：丢了就丢了，何不继续向前走去，鲜美的葡萄还有很多。 
失：我要等到海枯石烂，直到她回心转意向我走来。 
苏：但这一天也许永远不会到来。 
失：那我就用自杀来表示我的诚心。 
苏：如果这样，你不但失去了你的恋人，

     同时还失去了你自己，你会蒙受双倍的损失。 
失：踩她一脚如何？我得不到的别人也别想得到。 
苏：可这只能使你离她更远，而你本来是想与她更接近的。 
失：您说我该怎么办？我可真的很爱她。 
苏：真的很爱？那你当然希望你所爱的人幸福？ 
失：那是自然。 
苏：如果她认为离开你是一种幸福呢？ 
失：不会的！她曾经跟我说，只有跟我在一起的时候她才感到幸福！ 
苏：那是曾经，是过去，可她现在并不这么认为。 
失：这就是说，她一直在骗我？ 
苏：不，她一直对你很忠诚，当她爱你的时候，她和你在一起，

     现在她不爱你，她就离去了，

     世界上再没有比这更大的忠诚。如果她不爱你，

     却还装得对你很有情谊，甚至跟你结婚，

     生子，那才是真正的欺骗呢。 
失：我是为她所投入的感情不是白白浪费了吗？谁来补偿我？ 
苏：不，你的感情冲来没有浪费，因为在你付出感情的同时，

     她也对你付出了感情，

     在你给她快乐的时候，她也给了你快乐。 
失：可是，她现在不爱我了，我却还苦苦地爱着她，

     这多么的不公平啊！ 
苏：的确不公平，我是说你所爱的那个人不公平。

     本来，爱她是你的权利，

     但爱不爱你则是她的权利，

     而你却想在自己自己行使权利的时候剥夺别人权利的自由。

     这是何等的不公平啊！ 
失：可是比看得明白，现在痛苦的是我而不是她，

     是我在为她痛苦！ 
苏：为她痛苦？她的日子可能过的很好，不如说是你为自己痛苦吧。

     明明是为自己，却还打着为别人的旗号。 
失：依您的说法，这一切反倒成了我的错？ 
苏：是的，从一开始你就犯错。如果你能给她带来幸福，

     她是不会从你的生活离开的， 要知道,没有人会逃避幸福。 
失：可是她连机会都不给我，您说可恶不可恶？ 
苏：当然可恶。好在你现在已经摆脱了这个可恶的人，

     你应该感到高兴，孩子。 
失：高兴？怎么可能呢？不管怎么说，我是被人给抛弃了。 
苏：被抛弃的并不是就是不好的。 
失：此话怎讲？ 
苏：有一次，我在商店看中一套高贵的衣服，爱不释手，店主问我要不要。

     你猜我怎么说，我说,质地太差，不要！其实，我口袋里没有钱。

     年轻人，也许你就是这件被遗弃的衣服。 
失：您真会安慰人，可惜您还是不能把我从失恋的痛苦中引出。 
苏：时间会抚平你心灵的创伤。 
失：但愿我也有一天，可我的第一步该从哪里做起呢？ 
苏：去感谢那个抛弃你的人，为她祝福。 
失：为什么？ 
苏：因为她给了你忠诚，给了你寻找幸福的机会。

Good Night :DD ! And , My YEE RAN , CHEER ! ;)

Oww yeh babeh , 

we've drunk in love yesterday :DD ! 

And we done many things OMG ! XD 

haha , 

we are freaking crazayyyy ! :DD 

I miss yesterday ! :DD 

Hell it damn high :DD ! 

I cried hardly for him :) 

i remamber that :) 

Aih .. 

Oh yea , 

hell it , 

i just now see back my phone's msgs , 

and i saw that I was sent a msg to him "I miss you oh ......." 

OMFG ! :O 

I really dk how i face him tomorrow , 

OMG !!!! :OO 

hope that is nothing lah :/ 

eeeeeee ! 

I really dk how to face him ><

Yee Ran ah Yee Ran , 

be cheer oh !  

I love you XD ! 

Our problem is the same , 

yea , 

you know right ;) ! 

So , 

I want to tell you ah , 

don't because of those boy boy be sad sad ah , 

we should be happy ah , 

cos they teach us to be strong when happened things :') 

we should thanks them ;) 

we should diao gao ga man ! :DD 

we shouldn't miss them . 

If want , 

then let them miss . 

We shouldn't regret , 

want regret then let them to regret . 

We've no wrong ! x) 

YEE RAN ,  

STAND UP and LOOK FORWARD ! x)

She is my beloved YEE RAN !