Today :'(

Today I cried like a kid at class :'( 

Cause i am totally breakdown ! :'( 

Everyone is calling me to give up :'( ! 

HELLO ! 

Not I don't want to give up ! 

Is i can't and also don't know how to give up :'( ! 

There is no reason to let me give up too :'( 

Although got also hard to give up ! :'( 

I strong for 3 weeks edy ! I am tired of acting that i am strong ! 

Do you know ?! :'( 

Idk why !

I really dk why ! :'( 

I am trying to don't think about him ! 

But he always come out in front of my eye ! :'( 

MG ! 

This is the first time i cry til like this at school :'( 

I never try this before :'( 

Why is me ??!! :'( 

Why ?!! :'( 

I though this all is just a dream ! :'( 

I always told myself this was a dream ! 

He is still mine ! :'( 

But today then i know that I am just lying myself :'( 

I always tell myself he will come back at the another day ! :'( 

I always call mysel to be strong ! :'( 

Yea , strong for 3 weeks edy :'( ! 

Iam totally tired on acting STRONG :'( ! 

I am really first time cry like this :'( 

cry from my heart ! :'( 

Please laaaaaa .. 

I hate this exhausting feeling :'( ! 

I know it very clear that HE IS WONT COME BACK TO ME AGAIN :'( 

I knew it .. 

SO ! 

Please don't tell me about he want give up me or what what what else edy ! 

Cause I am edy know all about this !!!!!! :'( 

stop telling me please ! cause it was hurting me :'( ! 

please :'( ! 

i am very hard to strong up myself :'( ! 

I don't want because of those things to breakdown again ! :'(

Please , for my limit , i just want cry out loud for him 1 time ONLY :'( ! 

I don't want got another time :'( ! 

And please stop scolding me that I am not appreciate :'( ! 

I know it edy !!!! 

please stop scold ! :'( 

please stand at my side and think for me :'( 

don't just think for him e :'(

i am hurt too luo :'( he is not hurt anymore also why help him scold me :'(

can scold but 1 time enough laaaa :'( why want scold me again and again ? :'( 

PRESSURE !!!!!!!!!! :'(